Fall down guide me as before

If i fall down
Help me to stand up
If my tears turns red
Try to return its true colour

So came this time
When Moonlight blackened my heart
I can't stand this pain
Merciless,cruelty,sadness,emptiness fall over me
Now pains only remain under my name

Frozen leaves falling down to the ground
Decaying through time
Drowning in fire is the way out
From this meaningless life i have get
The day i live is only meant for the flies
Rains fall from the sky
without reaching me
Im unfortunate even rains hate me

I stroll through the darkness lane
To open the door to the light
With nine doors and seven keys
But my efforts are only hopeless i get.