im so sorry, i dont really meant it but i cant....

I wrote this for someone that really important in my life..
i know you angry with me because i broke my promise.......
i know you waiting for me.....
but i cant perceive it any more.....
i have to go.....
i got to go for my own future.....
but i really thank you for all advices that you gave me.....
i remember you said
"strive for your own future because no one can help you in this demanding days....
you must stand on your own feet if you want to get something......
let the right2 come to you by itself....
you might afraid of something but actually nothing to be afraid of......"
and the last thing you said to me that i really into it is
"shine as braight as you could, because it will shine to your surrounding"


you all know what, 8 first i couldnt understand what does it mean, but after i had a quick think, now i understand life is about choice, you made a choice then u will get the result either good or bad....and life is not always concentrate to one thing hehe..roda impian..bepusing kepala kalau difikirkan....

actually a fren of mine gave me this advice...one of the hua ho staff jua...i really miss him, and i broke my promise.the night before he leaving,i message him that i will come to see him, on tuesday , that day is his last day working at hua ho.actually ,he is a philipines guy...
impressonnya..
1.very cheerful kind the guy.
2.always say 'TANG2'...at hua ho we owys used that word to insult somebody...hehe it means...bxxxxxxxx...aha take a wild guess pa maksudnya..

a, sambung ceta ku,on tuesday i promise to meet him, p the prob is kai pa ku ke hua ho jalan kaki?...aha...sal hari a2 jua kwn ku kn bwa jln ia tah kn tarus khua ho p nda tia jd kwn ku aa..huhu...he is a buddy for me.